Thursday, May 31, 2012



10TH GRADE 

AS I SAT THERE IN ENGLISH CLASS, I STARED AT THE GIRL NEXT TO ME. SHE WAS MY SO CALLED "BEST FRIEND". I STARED AT HER LONG, SILKY HAIR, AND WISHED SHE WAS MINE. BUT SHE DIDN'T NOTICE ME LIKE THAT, AND I KNEW IT. AFTER CLASS, SHE WALKED UP TO ME AND ASKED ME FOR THE NOTES SHE HAD MISSED THE DAY BEFORE AND HANDED THEM TO HER. SHE SAID "THANKS" AND GAVE ME A KISS ON THE CHEEK. I WANTED TO TELL HER, I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HER BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.

11TH GRADE 


THE PHONE RANG. ON THE OTHER END, IT WAS HER. SHE WAS IN TEARS, MUMBLING ON AND ON ABOUT HOW HER LOVE HAD BROKE HER HEART. SHE ASKED ME TO COME OVER BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT TO BE ALONE, SO I DID. AS I SAT NEXT TO HER ON THE SOFA, I STARED AT HER SOFT EYES, WISHING SHE WAS MINE. AFTER 2 HOURS, ONE DREW BARRYMORE MOVIE, AND THREE BAGS OF CHIPS, SHE DECIDED TO GO TO SLEEP. SHE LOOKED AT ME, SAID "THANKS" AND GAVE ME A KISS ON THE CHEEK. I WANT TO TELL HER, I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HER BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. 

SENIOR YEAR 


THE DAY BEFORE PROM SHE WALKED TO MY LOCKER. MY DATE IS SICK" SHE SAID; HE'S NOT GOING TO GO WELL, I DIDN'T HAVE A DATE, AND IN 7TH GRADE, WE MADE A PROMISE THAT IF NEITHER OF US HAD DATES, WE WOULD GO TOGETHER JUST AS "BEST FRIENDS". SO WE DID. PROM NIGHT, AFTER EVERYTHING WAS OVER, I WAS STANDING AT HER FRONT DOOR STEP. I STARED AT HER AS SHE SMILED AT ME AND STARED AT ME WITH HER CRYSTAL EYES. I WANT HER TO BE MINE, BUT SHE ISN'T THINK OF ME LIKE THAT, AND I KNOW IT. THEN SHE SAID "I HAD THE BEST TIME, THANKS!" AND GAVE ME A KISS ON THE CHEEK. I WANT TO TELL HER, I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HER BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. 

GRADUATION DAY 


A DAY PASSED, THEN A WEEK, THEN A MONTH. BEFORE I COULD BLINK, IT WAS GRADUATION DAY. I WATCHED AS HER PERFECT BODY FLOATED LIKE AN ANGEL UP ON STAGE TO GET HER DIPLOMA. I WANTED HER TO BE MINE, BUT SHE DIDN'T NOTICE ME LIKE THAT, AND I KNEW IT. BEFORE EVERYONE WENT HOME, SHE CAME TO ME IN HER SMOCK AND HAT, AND CRIED AS I HUGGED HER. THEN SHE LIFTED HER HEAD FROM MY SHOULDER AND SAID, "YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND, THANKS" AND GAVE ME A KISS ON THE CHEEK. I WANT TO TELL HER, I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HER BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.

A FEW YEARS LATER 


NOW I SIT IN THE PEWS OF THE CHURCH. THAT GIRL IS GETTING MARRIED NOW. I WATCHED HER SAY "I DO" AND DRIVE OFF TO HER NEW LIFE, MARRIED TO ANOTHER MAN. I WANTED HER TO BE MINE, BUT SHE DIDN'T SEE ME LIKE THAT, AND I KNEW IT. BUT BEFORE SHE DROVE AWAY, SHE CAME TO ME AND SAID "YOU CAME!". SHE SAID "THANKS" AND KISSED ME ON THE CHEEK. I WANT TO TELL HER, I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HER BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.

FUNERAL


YEARS PASSED, I LOOKED DOWN AT THE COFFIN OF A GIRL WHO USED TO BE MY "BEST FRIEND". AT THE SERVICE, THEY READ A DIARY ENTRY SHE HAD WROTE IN HER HIGH SCHOOL YEARS. THIS IS WHAT IT READ: I STARE AT HIM WISHING HE WAS MINE, BUT HE DOESN'T NOTICE ME LIKE THAT, AND I KNOW IT. I WANT TO TELL HIM, I WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HIM BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. I WISH HE WOULD TELL ME HE LOVED ME! `I WISH I DID TOO...` I THOUGHT TO MY SELF, AND I CRIED.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

i do miss them

memang camni la kitorang
aku yang paksa sebenarnya =='
masa hari periksa sibuk bergambar
act, takut tader gambar kenangan
mesti pelik kan? patutnya habis matrik upload lah gambar dah habis matrik
tapi semangat blogging aku berkobar-kobar sangat
sedihhh
wana, syiqin, alya, zuzu and aku lah
roommies, iloveyou and imissyou

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DAY 1



DAY 2



DAY 3



DAY 4



DAY 5



DAY 6  ( last day )



* a picture paints a thousand words *

thanks jadi kawan aku
dengar pekik terlolong aku
thank you for everything


p/s : wana, syiqin, zuzu and alya
imissyou and iloveyou

Saturday, May 19, 2012

convocation day

 hari nie aku menghadiri konvokecyen mak cik aku
iaitu adik abah la senang cerita, 
tapi tak sangka la pulak sama hari dengan syima, sepupu aku
anak adik mak aku, mak jang
yeahh this both person enjoying their best day
CONGRATULATIONS
for both of you
graduated from UITM Shah Alam


 syimaa and cik lin 


family picture :)
belah mama


 ha, tiga kereta nie nak tengok cik lin punya convo
rombongan cek kiah giteww


dua-dua atuk laki and perempuan dah arwah
so, 
gantilah dengan mokdey and abah :)


convocation day
omjayy!! hari yang sangat panas
luckily, demam sarah terus kebah HAHA :D


family picture XD 
belah abah 


congratulations syimaa and cik lin :D

soon to be, InsyaAllah
 aminn

* gonna make my family proud *
aminn

p/s : ala, tudung tak berapa betuii na...
oh aji, act aku dah survey, sekarang tengah hot tudung tone and tudung printed.
price affordable macam yang ko nak, soon i'll show you

Friday, May 11, 2012

hang out


hari rabu cerita ni sebenarnya
baru hari ni ada hati nak blogging
heheheh
MID VALLEY 
and we are watching
THE AVENGERS
yup
cerita ni best
sungguh tak berapa nak dinafikan lagi
auww





tak lupa juga pada muka aku yang comel :)

 one of the big day i ever had
thanx court, pinjam kamera!
wee
i love y'alls

*miss them*


p/s : love and miss them :')  
wishing that all 0610 will get together like old times :D 
time machine please.. 

Monday, May 7, 2012

me, birthday!

heyyy
today my birthdayy
tapi aku demam, tu yang tak best tu
tapi takpe, syafakillah hawa!
banyak dosa kot aku, sakit itu penghapus dosa kan?
hehheheh, terima kasih pada semua yang wish aku lahhh
i lap y'all lahss
hehhehheh
kat twitter, facebook, and ada gambar best gak!
orang pertama aku call, balau!
partner sehati sejiwa aku
ada gak yang buat blog pasal aku punya birthday
atiq and ezyn
ni mana yang aku stalk lahh
cekgu sekolah pon ada wish aku 
thanx muchos lahhh
yang tak berapa nak sangka lah kan
madam norhana sama birthday dengan aku heeee
thanx wishes from sms too
kawan sekolah rendah, menengah, kawan tuisyen, matriks
terima kasih daun keladi :)


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nie twitter punya, heee
jimat ruang, so aku combine kan lah, hehehehe



kat muka buku!
thanx, banyak so, amek 6 print screen je ni ha



ha, ni paling best
kiri dari atas, ezyn muahhh
sebelahnya : cake dari maller
okay
bawah dari kiri : zuzu, aji semua lahh
sebelahnya : maller dan permintaan ramainya

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gambar ketika aku comel
dari kecik sampai beso aku comel
hahahha


siot ni je gambar sekolah rendah yang aku dapat cari 
hehehhe


gambar kat sepintar a.k.a sekolah menengah 


ha... ni gambar kat matriks :p
aku masih comell


ni gambar hari ni
along bawak makan KFC sebab dia teringin sangat, sekali celebrate lah
hehehe
kecomelan aku tak berubah
weeee
thanx semua

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heheheh, thanks
pada sape yang aku tak sempat call, sorry
aku pon baru je baik demam
sapa yang angkat call aku
sorry la suara nyempreng + sengau
hehhehehe
sape yang tak angkat call aku?
hehehhe, memang paling sayang!!
hahahha :D
thanx semua
i love y'alls lahh
angah sayang mama, abah, ib, along and adek
aku sayang korang semua kawan

*happy birthday to me*

p/s : terima kasih semua, i love you!!!
insyaAllah hari rabu ni aku pergi mid :)

Friday, May 4, 2012

happy birthday mama

hari nie kerja aku buat photoshoot dengan adek beradek aku
tapi along je tader :'(
along balik, tapi pukul 2 pagi baru sampai klang sentral, 
and kitorang satu family pick up along kat sana
sengaja amik idea an punya birthday
weeee
ambik je adek dari sekolah, direct terus buat photoshoot ni 
hehheheheh, enjoy!!

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BEST WISHES FOR YOU
mama







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the best mother for the entire of our life goes to

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SITI ROHANI ABD. HALIM



mama baru balik sekolah, terus kena tarik
buat jugak sesi photoshoot ni
hhehehhe
sporting tak mama aku?

i wish eternal happiness to you mama, in your life
with us, SIHARA
thank you for everything

i love u mama

and

we love you mama

last but not least,

SIHARA love you

*happy birthday mama*

p/s : along tader, lambat, hehhehehe
ooppps! untuk semua para ibu-ibu di luar sana,
SELAMAT HARI IBU
<3 xoxo


Thursday, May 3, 2012

wishlist 2012


heheheh
for my upcoming birthday!!
nak ni boleh?


kamera instax :)
rasa cam comel je aku, kalau aku ada benda ni
yeahhh!!
nak nak nak!



mp4 sony player S-series
yang ada bluetooh tu sekali
yeahhh
mp4 nie dah menjadi idaman aku sejak habis spm lagi
tak dapat pon lagi
nak sangat!!
i want it passionly, badly, and lovely :P

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sorry 
aku tak berminat pon handphone baru, kenapa?
entah tak tau, not interested at all :p
kenapa nak mp4 bukan ipod?
sebab aku rasa ipod mahal sangat kot :p
tapi kalau dapat ipod pon lagi syukur :D
hehehheeh
consider la sikit pon nak mintak 
tehhehehhehe
gracias peeps :)

*can i have it, please...*

p/s : mama, abah, along (yang ni semua dah pegang duet)
angah nak boleh? nggeeee
weewee

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

happy birthday an


happy birthdayyyyy an
yang ke berapa?
jawab sendiri >_<











 model : hawabaek + comel
photographer : ib adekku, CANON EOS 60D
prop : crayon, paper
background : my messy-hectic room, my lion, scarves

*happy birthday*

daripada budak nakal ke lelaki yang baik
aku bangga dengan perubahan ang
have a blast an!>_<