10TH GRADE 

AS I SAT THERE IN ENGLISH CLASS, I STARED AT THE GIRL NEXT TO ME. SHE WAS MY SO CALLED "BEST FRIEND". I STARED AT HER LONG, SILKY HAIR, AND WISHED SHE WAS MINE. BUT SHE DIDN'T NOTICE ME LIKE THAT, AND I KNEW IT. AFTER CLASS, SHE WALKED UP TO ME AND ASKED ME FOR THE NOTES SHE HAD MISSED THE DAY BEFORE AND HANDED THEM TO HER. SHE SAID "THANKS" AND GAVE ME A KISS ON THE CHEEK. I WANTED TO TELL HER, I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HER BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.

11TH GRADE 

THE PHONE RANG. ON THE OTHER END, IT WAS HER. SHE WAS IN TEARS, MUMBLING ON AND ON ABOUT HOW HER LOVE HAD BROKE HER HEART. SHE ASKED ME TO COME OVER BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT TO BE ALONE, SO I DID. AS I SAT NEXT TO HER ON THE SOFA, I STARED AT HER SOFT EYES, WISHING SHE WAS MINE. AFTER 2 HOURS, ONE DREW BARRYMORE MOVIE, AND THREE BAGS OF CHIPS, SHE DECIDED TO GO TO SLEEP. SHE LOOKED AT ME, SAID "THANKS" AND GAVE ME A KISS ON THE CHEEK. I WANT TO TELL HER, I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HER BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. 

SENIOR YEAR 

THE DAY BEFORE PROM SHE WALKED TO MY LOCKER. MY DATE IS SICK" SHE SAID; HE'S NOT GOING TO GO WELL, I DIDN'T HAVE A DATE, AND IN 7TH GRADE, WE MADE A PROMISE THAT IF NEITHER OF US HAD DATES, WE WOULD GO TOGETHER JUST AS "BEST FRIENDS". SO WE DID. PROM NIGHT, AFTER EVERYTHING WAS OVER, I WAS STANDING AT HER FRONT DOOR STEP. I STARED AT HER AS SHE SMILED AT ME AND STARED AT ME WITH HER CRYSTAL EYES. I WANT HER TO BE MINE, BUT SHE ISN'T THINK OF ME LIKE THAT, AND I KNOW IT. THEN SHE SAID "I HAD THE BEST TIME, THANKS!" AND GAVE ME A KISS ON THE CHEEK. I WANT TO TELL HER, I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HER BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. 

GRADUATION DAY 

A DAY PASSED, THEN A WEEK, THEN A MONTH. BEFORE I COULD BLINK, IT WAS GRADUATION DAY. I WATCHED AS HER PERFECT BODY FLOATED LIKE AN ANGEL UP ON STAGE TO GET HER DIPLOMA. I WANTED HER TO BE MINE, BUT SHE DIDN'T NOTICE ME LIKE THAT, AND I KNEW IT. BEFORE EVERYONE WENT HOME, SHE CAME TO ME IN HER SMOCK AND HAT, AND CRIED AS I HUGGED HER. THEN SHE LIFTED HER HEAD FROM MY SHOULDER AND SAID, "YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND, THANKS" AND GAVE ME A KISS ON THE CHEEK. I WANT TO TELL HER, I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HER BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.

A FEW YEARS LATER 

NOW I SIT IN THE PEWS OF THE CHURCH. THAT GIRL IS GETTING MARRIED NOW. I WATCHED HER SAY "I DO" AND DRIVE OFF TO HER NEW LIFE, MARRIED TO ANOTHER MAN. I WANTED HER TO BE MINE, BUT SHE DIDN'T SEE ME LIKE THAT, AND I KNEW IT. BUT BEFORE SHE DROVE AWAY, SHE CAME TO ME AND SAID "YOU CAME!". SHE SAID "THANKS" AND KISSED ME ON THE CHEEK. I WANT TO TELL HER, I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HER BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.

FUNERAL

YEARS PASSED, I LOOKED DOWN AT THE COFFIN OF A GIRL WHO USED TO BE MY "BEST FRIEND". AT THE SERVICE, THEY READ A DIARY ENTRY SHE HAD WROTE IN HER HIGH SCHOOL YEARS. THIS IS WHAT IT READ: I STARE AT HIM WISHING HE WAS MINE, BUT HE DOESN'T NOTICE ME LIKE THAT, AND I KNOW IT. I WANT TO TELL HIM, I WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HIM BUT I'M JUST TOO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. I WISH HE WOULD TELL ME HE LOVED ME! `I WISH I DID TOO...` I THOUGHT TO MY SELF, AND I CRIED.

i do miss them

memang camni la kitorang

aku yang paksa sebenarnya =='

masa hari periksa sibuk bergambar

act, takut tader gambar kenangan

mesti pelik kan? patutnya habis matrik upload lah gambar dah habis matrik

tapi semangat blogging aku berkobar-kobar sangat

sedihhh

wana, syiqin, alya, zuzu and aku lah

roommies, iloveyou and imissyou

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DAY 1

DAY 2

DAY 3

DAY 4

DAY 5

DAY 6  ( last day )

* a picture paints a thousand words *

thanks jadi kawan aku
dengar pekik terlolong aku
thank you for everything

p/s : wana, syiqin, zuzu and alya

imissyou and iloveyou

convocation day

 hari nie aku menghadiri konvokecyen mak cik aku

iaitu adik abah la senang cerita, 

tapi tak sangka la pulak sama hari dengan syima, sepupu aku

anak adik mak aku, mak jang

yeahh this both person enjoying their best day

CONGRATULATIONS

for both of you

graduated from UITM Shah Alam

 syimaa and cik lin 

family picture :)

belah mama

 ha, tiga kereta nie nak tengok cik lin punya convo

rombongan cek kiah giteww

dua-dua atuk laki and perempuan dah arwah

so, 

gantilah dengan mokdey and abah :)

convocation day

omjayy!! hari yang sangat panas

luckily, demam sarah terus kebah HAHA :D

family picture XD 

belah abah 

congratulations syimaa and cik lin :D

soon to be, InsyaAllah

 aminn

* gonna make my family proud *

aminn

p/s : ala, tudung tak berapa betuii na...

oh aji, act aku dah survey, sekarang tengah hot tudung tone and tudung printed.

price affordable macam yang ko nak, soon i'll show you

hang out

hari rabu cerita ni sebenarnya

baru hari ni ada hati nak blogging

heheheh

MID VALLEY 

and we are watching

THE AVENGERS

yup

cerita ni best

sungguh tak berapa nak dinafikan lagi

auww

tak lupa juga pada muka aku yang comel :)

 one of the big day i ever had

thanx court, pinjam kamera!

wee

i love y'alls

*miss them*

p/s : love and miss them :')  

wishing that all 0610 will get together like old times :D 

time machine please.. 

me, birthday!

heyyy

today my birthdayy

tapi aku demam, tu yang tak best tu

tapi takpe, syafakillah hawa!

banyak dosa kot aku, sakit itu penghapus dosa kan?

hehheheh, terima kasih pada semua yang wish aku lahhh

i lap y'all lahss

hehhehheh

kat twitter, facebook, and ada gambar best gak!

orang pertama aku call, balau!

partner sehati sejiwa aku

ada gak yang buat blog pasal aku punya birthday

atiq and ezyn

ni mana yang aku stalk lahh

cekgu sekolah pon ada wish aku 

thanx muchos lahhh

yang tak berapa nak sangka lah kan

madam norhana sama birthday dengan aku heeee

thanx wishes from sms too

kawan sekolah rendah, menengah, kawan tuisyen, matriks

terima kasih daun keladi :)

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nie twitter punya, heee

jimat ruang, so aku combine kan lah, hehehehe

kat muka buku!

thanx, banyak so, amek 6 print screen je ni ha

ha, ni paling best

kiri dari atas, ezyn muahhh

sebelahnya : cake dari maller

okay

bawah dari kiri : zuzu, aji semua lahh

sebelahnya : maller dan permintaan ramainya

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gambar ketika aku comel

dari kecik sampai beso aku comel

hahahha

siot ni je gambar sekolah rendah yang aku dapat cari 

hehehhe

gambar kat sepintar a.k.a sekolah menengah 

ha... ni gambar kat matriks :p

aku masih comell

ni gambar hari ni

along bawak makan KFC sebab dia teringin sangat, sekali celebrate lah

hehehe

kecomelan aku tak berubah

weeee

thanx semua

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heheheh, thanks

pada sape yang aku tak sempat call, sorry

aku pon baru je baik demam

sapa yang angkat call aku

sorry la suara nyempreng + sengau

hehhehehe

sape yang tak angkat call aku?

hehehhe, memang paling sayang!!

hahahha :D

thanx semua

i love y'alls lahh

angah sayang mama, abah, ib, along and adek

aku sayang korang semua kawan

*happy birthday to me*

p/s : terima kasih semua, i love you!!!

insyaAllah hari rabu ni aku pergi mid :)

happy birthday mama

hari nie kerja aku buat photoshoot dengan adek beradek aku

tapi along je tader :'(

along balik, tapi pukul 2 pagi baru sampai klang sentral, 

and kitorang satu family pick up along kat sana

sengaja amik idea an punya birthday

weeee

ambik je adek dari sekolah, direct terus buat photoshoot ni 

hehheheheh, enjoy!!

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BEST WISHES FOR YOU

mama

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the best mother for the entire of our life goes to

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SITI ROHANI ABD. HALIM

mama baru balik sekolah, terus kena tarik

buat jugak sesi photoshoot ni

hhehehhe

sporting tak mama aku?

i wish eternal happiness to you mama, in your life

with us, SIHARA

thank you for everything

i love u mama

and

we love you mama

last but not least,

SIHARA love you

*happy birthday mama*

p/s : along tader, lambat, hehhehehe

ooppps! untuk semua para ibu-ibu di luar sana,

SELAMAT HARI IBU

<3 xoxo

wishlist 2012

heheheh

for my upcoming birthday!!

nak ni boleh?

kamera instax :)

rasa cam comel je aku, kalau aku ada benda ni

yeahhh!!

nak nak nak!

mp4 sony player S-series

yang ada bluetooh tu sekali

yeahhh

mp4 nie dah menjadi idaman aku sejak habis spm lagi

tak dapat pon lagi

nak sangat!!

i want it passionly, badly, and lovely :P

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sorry 

aku tak berminat pon handphone baru, kenapa?

entah tak tau, not interested at all :p

kenapa nak mp4 bukan ipod?

sebab aku rasa ipod mahal sangat kot :p

tapi kalau dapat ipod pon lagi syukur :D

hehehheeh

consider la sikit pon nak mintak 

tehhehehhehe

gracias peeps :)

*can i have it, please...*

p/s : mama, abah, along (yang ni semua dah pegang duet)

angah nak boleh? nggeeee

weewee

happy birthday an

happy birthdayyyyy an

yang ke berapa?

jawab sendiri >_<

 model : hawabaek + comel

photographer : ib adekku, CANON EOS 60D

prop : crayon, paper

background : my messy-hectic room, my lion, scarves

*happy birthday*

p/s : happy birthday an

daripada budak nakal ke lelaki yang baik

aku bangga dengan perubahan ang

have a blast an!>_<